Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts

Thursday, June 11, 2015

[Writing] Up in the air

When people are young, they looking for where to go? 
 When they get old, thought of where to return
 raised from deep down their mind.
 
-Nguyen Ngoc Tu-

Sunset, left its last and most gorgeous light (2015/02 from Vietnam to Taoyuan)

For me, I know the answer for the second question, problem is when? When will I be ready for that? Since I always drag along excitedly where is next destination to waste my youth, to feel my breath and my heart, to widen my vision, to up side down my prejudice and to surprise the naive me. For years, I wandered, to nowhere. Pass by, look at strange things; and eat and sleep and play dump.  


Always looking for yellow egg sun whenever coming back home, and imagine I would take its picture falling down with background of the vast tropical fields, or enormous rivers, or simpler, right at the park next to my home. What a joke, the biggest and most beautiful sunset, appeared daily then in Formosa, on the way I get back to Yuanze Uni.; and appears right now on 8000m height more or less,  outside the window of the plane carrying me back to Formosa. Oh Formosa! 

The journey started with 6 holly words repeatedly, flowing softly from my lips: All Money back ma home (no offense), the way my humpty dumpty brain learnt by heart “Om mani padme hum” . Anything related to money can be easily remembered. Six words match to one pace of breathing, bring calm and peacefulness. Praying to all God I know for a safe flight.  Hilarious me! More than 10 times moving by planes around and now I start praying for a safe flight. 

Fears now replaced the eagerness on flight to Formosa 4 years ago, the first one in life. Soon my eagerness about flying was erased, instead came the exciting of watching Inception in that 7 inches LCD. Second flight came one and a half year later, Tiger Air transfer to Singapore first, heading home 2 days later; too bad I can't recall what special about that, except for their advertisements selling stuffs that nobody want to buy (I guess) and a great despair of English announcements, which I later get used to  flying with Air Asia and now Vietjet. 


Ah, small enlightenment then is the Malaysian guy next by sharing his recently taken photos, one sporty brown guy with a lens camera is enough to make me giggle all the way home. He left splendid thousand tropical suns in my heart, by introducing places  to go if visit Singapore. I then listened but hardly heard for all my energy was focus on my eyes and my lips, force the most elegant smile ever among >20 years I ever been on earth.  Maybe he saw my thirst, offering a can of coke or whatever I don't remember. Who care? Don't you see the little me is busy jumping up and down and dancing Honolulu on Hawaii beach? Reflecting lights dancing on surface of twinkle water, and a long bold line staying still between two coasts.

Monday, April 27, 2015

[Writing] 浴廁之內

舒服自在猶如在家裡,除了媽媽的廚房、媽媽的床以外,或許就是浴室與廁所了。浴廁的重要,至今才深深體悟到。外出需要上廁所第一個反應總是皺眉頭,上到乾淨的廁所即使出遊開心的前提。上山也是,那種對面是雄壯的南湖山及被熏死三六九的茅廁完全是不一樣的感覺。哦,不對,剛剛在浴室沖熱澡想到的不是在這些地方,要先從宿舍講起。不,先從今天我的浴廁如何被侵犯講起。

前兩個禮拜,洗臉台莫名其妙的堵塞,洗澡也會小淹水,前兩天洗澡ING燈泡忽然變暗一半。今天來了一個水電工,不,是一對水電工作人員。中間的過程跳過不講,也沒什麼好講。他對工作致敬到徒手徒腳吐血幫我弄好洗手台,我要尊重前代為台灣發展默默作出貢獻的人。我對吃檳榔與抽煙的都沒意見,我外婆嚼檳郎,老爹老弟都抽煙;但是大叔你在我浴廁內吐檳郎丟煙蒂,不小心還一腳踩爛檳郎渣,我不對你翻白眼也不行。還真好奇在陌生人的廁所內吃檳榔和抽煙會是什麼樣的滋味呢?目前這間廁所沒有抽風機,相當封閉的空間,每當洗完澡都要全開門讓它風乾。他離開後,我花了一個小時多把我的廁所整理,最後還特地泡了香噴噴的柔衣劑熏香浴廁。一打開馬桶禁不住飚了粗話,甘,馬桶一片紅通通;邊洗洗刷刷,邊想念家裡的浴廁。

很小很小的時候,浴廁大概只有兩平米吧的空間吧。一個蹲廁所、一個半米的平台加一個半米高的水池,阿,那就只有一平半,洗澡時面對水池背對蹲式馬桶。水池上有鐵絲的天井,白天有充裕的陽光,晚上有一閃閃的星星,開玩笑的啰,最好看得到星星。洗早前要踏上池墻把樹白色膠板子扣上鐵絲網,不然洗到一半看到隔壁家的人影就刺激了,那麼剛好隔壁家有二樓的花園。初中吧,洗澡間一抬頭還他媽的看到了人影,慌到一路騎車騎到那小鎮最高的橋,傻傻地坐著發呆地看日落照耀蕩漾白江水,很久很久之後就默默地回家了。下雨也要扣上塑膠板,因為池裡有養魚,魚魚會跟著水越過池門跳到平台與水池一手掌寬的排水溝。剛開始有小魚大魚游來游去,到重建屋子之前只剩一條黑色的魚。我懷疑它已經成精了,一直吵媽媽炸著吃掉好不好。後來它的游到哪裡去,已不詳。浴廁的門是一塊腐朽的鐵板,上半邊還漏了一條縫隙。那時候老爹僱用矮高胖三個哥哥幫忙做工,所以每次洗澡前,要塞髒衣服到夾縫間,也不知道是誰叫的。吵架生氣的時候,爛鐵門忿怒地使勁力甩一把,還是沒甩壞,上鎖。靠在池邊看魚兒看青苔,看夠了就開門出去,那時候大人應該也走了。

Sunday, October 12, 2014

[Writing] Sài Gòn mưa!

Rào rào...Mưa xối xả!
Rào rạt...Hạt rơi nghiêng!
Rả rích...Hạt mưa buồn...
Lất phất ...mưa bụi bay...

...Dòng người vẫn hối hả trong lớp áo mưa, hai ba bóng không vạt che mưa tất tả chân trái đuổi lấy chân phải rượt bằng kịp chiếc bus...

Bus miền đông - miền tây ngày mưa, có mùi khó tả. Mùi của những con người mệt lả sau hành trình dài trộn với mùi trầu bà mẹ quê móm mém, mùi i ỉ quần áo ước của lũ học trò - sinh viên vừa bước lên xe...

Võ Văn Tần:
Đèn đỏ rồi xanh, bus cách đèn đỏ 5 thước, vậy mà đèn cứ mãi đỏ rồi xanh, xanh rồi đỏ trong suốt nửa tiếng hơn. Bus vẫn đứng đó, vẫn là 5 thước. Honda túa ra như ong, như kiến, như côn trùng có gắn đèn led đằng sau đít; hết con này đến con khác, trồi lên phía trước, lúc nhúc. Ngã tư trước mặt dòng xe cắt ngang mãi, mặc cho ánh đèn xanh đỏ cứ nhảy liên hồi.

Saturday, October 11, 2014

[Writing] For my pop…


For my pop…

So many things that I wanna tell…Just can’t open my mouth,

The first time you hold my hand, when I’m leaving for school…I know that you do love me.

The first time you teach me how to figure out “who I am”…I know that you do love me.

The first time you look at me, and affirm that “I can do it” …I know that you do love me.

The way you stand behind, always be there when I need …

The way you cheer me up, telling me keep moving forward…

Make I feel that how lucky I am,

Thanks to the magic that bring such a Dad like you to me.

Yel Spider